Poetry
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John T. Leonard
issue three
Listen. Can flowers bloom in a necropolis?
What about a white city? But then again,
we weren’t those kinds of thinkers.
We didn’t need transitions—
Insisting, instead, on phases.
Every day, for only that summer, you unraveled
your mother’s old cassette tapes and tied off with them.
The music was tangible,
spinning around the waning moon,
around the tops of your feet
as you sank into a black river.
Then, there was the bridge. Wooden tracks, not quite
colorless, and only three meters above the road.
Too much complaining about Jimmy Eat World
and Jawbreaker and running out of smokes
in the late afternoon, never really trusting
sunset in our city.
That’s enough about waking to the silver of your eyes.
Believe it or not,
there is a me now,
even as the day whomps the city
like a child with a stick
who never knew his father.
Everything! is what I wish I could tell you.
I pass a café and the coffee pot does a kind of gurgle.
Someone has laid out a pile of ripe raisins
for the squirrels and later, I’ll ask myself
if there even is such a thing as
“Ripe Raisins”
Walking up the stairs, we all play
the same old game of don’t fall down.
And who knows,
maybe tomorrow,
if my heart allows it, I’ll
KEEP OFF THE GRASS
and continue pulling
the thousand strings
that guide me onward,
always in a burgundy rush,
whistling to forget-me-nots,
and waiting for the streetlights
to play one more song about you.
About the Author
John T. Leonard is a writer, educator, and the managing editor of 42 Miles Press and The Glacier. He holds an M.A. in English from Indiana University. John’s poems have been published in Chiron Review, December Magazine, North Dakota Review, Ethel Zine, Louisiana Literature, South Florida Poetry Journal, Jelly Bucket, Painted Bride Quarterly, Tipton Poetry Journal, Floating Acorn Review, Hole in The Head Review, Nimrod International Journal, The Indianapolis Review, The Emerson Review, and many others. John was the 2016 inaugural recipient of the Wolfson Poetry Award, the 2018 recipient of the Josephine K. Piercy Memorial Award, and the 2019 recipient of the David E. Albright Memorial Award and Hatfield Merit Award. John’s debut poetry collection is forthcoming. He lives in Elkhart, Indiana with his wife and son. You can connect with him on Instagram @jotyleon
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